I'm Yours

-Jason Mraz     [click to listen]

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Come on and open up your mind and see like me
(I won't hesitate)
Open up your plans and damn you're free
(No more, no more)
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, there's no need
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

Born Normal

-Dispatch

It's a new day. We have a new President. I really hope Obama can pull off even a fraction of the promises he has made. Especially because I need to buy a house and I cannot currently do it.

So now I am on my way into work. Day three of the worst week I have had in a long time. I got wind of a job opening in NJ but I think I need to pass. It is just not the right time to switc around jobs.

Last thought before we hit the Port Authority, I am going for surgery in 2 days now. Everyone keeps asking if I'm nervous and I'm really not sure. I definetly have my concerns. All of the worst case senarios have been running through my head all week. I guess all I can do now 

is just trust in my doctor that all goes to plan. Wish me luck and I'll post again soon.

Walk Away

-Goldfinger

Well I haven't written in a while so I figured I would give it a shot again. This will hopefully be a bitch free blogging. 

So for those who do not know, tomorrow I am going for my followup appointment with Dr. Fealy. We will go over my MRI's from last week and finalize plans for my surgery. Which is currently scheduled for January 23. If all goes to plan, the MRI's will show everything perfectly so there are no issues for the surgery. I would like to say that I am fully prepared for this but there is still that part of me that is imagining those worst. I'm not sure if it is possible, but what if things get worse? Or even better, what if the surgery goes perfect and nothing gets better at all?! I am not sure if I am mentally strong enough to deal with that. 

After the surgery, I get a week of down time before heading back to work. That's going to be fun. At least I have the new PS3 at home to keep me occupied. Anyone want to schedule a play date? I really have no idea what the plan is for after. I know I'll be going to PT but not sure when I'm going to start or for how long I'm going to go for. I guess that will all be learned tomorrow or somewhere along this journey.